Editing Game-Summaries:6/7/2019 Recollections (section)

==Recollections by Ci==
For as long as I can remember, I have been sure of what is right. What is just. What is good. The way my fellow parents were taken from me... unjust. The monsters that slaughtered them? Evil. I have heard the whisperings of [[Master Fēng]], urging to be better, to train harder, to spread good and justice beyond the walls of the [[Temple of Shan Sua|Temple]]. I was sure I knew what that meant. Protect the innocent, and destroy evil. Now I doubt my wisdom. Master Liu always said that doubt is the beginning of wisdom. I never really understood that until now.

The quiet master I have followed my whole life has taught me a lesson I must now struggle to understand. The world is not just good and evil... not just black and white... it is... something else. Something grey. As I hold the [[Bones of Master Feng|Bones of Feng]], I feel his power... I also feel his disappointment. He wanted me to be better. I only became harder. Hard, like the brittle edge of a sword tempered too many times...  likely to break when needed the most. I must learn to bend like a cane staff. Hard when needed but soft when required.

As I stood in the burrows of those wretched Kobolds, surrounded by their broken bodies and with the terrified cries of their women and younglings ringing in my ears, I realized that I was the terror, I was the monster... not the other way around. I am shaken, but I will learn this lesson. I will also find out why this [[Baron Tedor Zevane]] has manipulated these Kobolds, and for what purpose. My hand certainly held the sword, but 
Zevane placed these creatures in harms way... I would know why.